After the crazy life (lost heart to love), I am have 2 year didn't have girlfriend. That is because I afraid to giving love anymore.
Until I fall in love when I see her at the first time. I know her through online. We decide to meet each other. That is the first time we meet each other. She is more beauty than the picture in the Friendster.
After the first date, we always come out together. I didn't spoke out my feeling to her because she has a boyfriend. But the relation between them is worst. They always argue. I am just a listener foe her. I know she loves him so much. I am sad.
But, one day, her friend told me, she also love me, but don't know how to choose. i suddenly feel angel still around me. So, I go to find her. I saw the guy ask her forgive and purpose to her. She was touch and accept him. I stand at a place they cannot saw me. I feel dark and cold. What I see is black and white.
I having a shit again. I am curse by someone. I cannot happiness. I alone. I am hopeless. because I lost the courage to having a LOVE.
2009年1月25日星期日
What a shit???
I still remember I am a sucker before. I have much and much girlfriend even I am short.
But until I am form 5, I have a girlfriend, she loves me so much, I am too. For a long time I think I will Love her forever, but she start to control me. Even I go out with my gang(all men) also cannot, answer a call she must check it out. She not believe me. That is what I thinking at the time.
So, I ask for break up. She answer me OK. I thought she really OK. But, a few minutes later, her mum call me, said, Baobei kill herself, if anything worse happen she wont let me go. I very regret about that. Luckily, everything under control. After that, she couple with one of my friend and very happiness. Lastly, only me is a sucker, nothing got, but lost a heart to LOVE again.
But until I am form 5, I have a girlfriend, she loves me so much, I am too. For a long time I think I will Love her forever, but she start to control me. Even I go out with my gang(all men) also cannot, answer a call she must check it out. She not believe me. That is what I thinking at the time.
So, I ask for break up. She answer me OK. I thought she really OK. But, a few minutes later, her mum call me, said, Baobei kill herself, if anything worse happen she wont let me go. I very regret about that. Luckily, everything under control. After that, she couple with one of my friend and very happiness. Lastly, only me is a sucker, nothing got, but lost a heart to LOVE again.
2009年1月22日星期四
life is suck...
What kind of place?
Pay for the service but need take the food yourself.-Chicken Hertz
buy expensive equipment but cannot check out for shooting.-UNIMAS
I suggest buy a cupboard to loading this equipment and do like museum. It will be better than save in store don't let student use.
Pay for the service but need take the food yourself.-Chicken Hertz
buy expensive equipment but cannot check out for shooting.-UNIMAS
I suggest buy a cupboard to loading this equipment and do like museum. It will be better than save in store don't let student use.
2009年1月19日星期一
life is suck...
everyone need their own goal, but not everyone can score. for example, football match, that only have 2 goal but 22 people wanna score, how many you can score.]
every girl have one boyfriend, but girls in Malaysia is more than boys. how the rest find a boyfriend? Even girls is more than boys, but still got boy not have girlfriend?
life is so suck.
goal cannot score.
girlfriend did not have.
damn, life suck.
every girl have one boyfriend, but girls in Malaysia is more than boys. how the rest find a boyfriend? Even girls is more than boys, but still got boy not have girlfriend?
life is so suck.
goal cannot score.
girlfriend did not have.
damn, life suck.
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